Toxic Wonderland

Welcome to
My Wonderland
Sit down,my lovely
Watch me fade
I am evanescent
I am immaculate
I am omniscient
Sometimes I think
I'm God
When I'm drowning
In my Toxic Wonderland
Crying bloody tears for you
While
Operating in silence
With my perfect scars
You're wonderful
You're magical
You think you have it all
Do you?
Do you?
Do you have me?
Do you want me?
Do you love me like I love you?
No
No
You're intoxicated by your ego
It fills you
It feeds upon you
Until I can't even see you anymore
Where are you?
You are evanescent
You are immaculate
You are omniscient
But you'll never be my God
Not here
Not in my Toxic Wonderland
Not while my shadow and I
Are breathing
Still
...
You see us here...
...don't you?